The slap of judgement stings! It's a pain like no other. I feel it in my very core, spreading out through my body like hot tar. Questioning my belief, my values, my life experience. Demanding I justify my behavior, me decisions, demanding I change to fit their way. Not relizing that this is, as best as it is, the right option. They have no idea what other options were on the table.
The energy drops away dramatically as the face opposite me falls and slides all over the kitchen floor when I say "yeah I'm having a C-Section" The charge of the judgement troupes set me off balance and as I teeter, about to be swallowed up by that 'tar' I wonder, do they really think I didn't prepare enough or look deep enough within and heal so many past traumas and upset that could have blocked me from having my ultimate natural birthing experience and 'give it my very all' birthing my two sons? Is teetering on the edge of Death not valid enough to make my choice this time.
Let's get one thing straight. This is NOT the EASY way out! There is NO easy way out of birthing! I can't imagine any women coming to this option lightly!
All I know, is that empowerment and true conscious choice can come in many many forms! The only true path to enlightenment is following your own inner sat nav and what is right for you! However that may be, regardless of any other!
So, how your beautiful baby is born will be the BEST and RIGHT way!
Trust yourself, Know Yourself, Do what's right for YOU!
Mum, NLP Trainer & Master Practitioner & Life Coach